[ Maybe not, but considering most of Yugamu's God Knowledge is from shoddy old books back in the satellite and from the invaders, it's still probably better than him. ]
Assassination, actually. [ You know, said as casually as if he was into computer science or something. ] Contracts are pretty much the whole business.
[He blinks at that. But there's nothing anxious or worried in his face at the sound of that. In fact, it almost seems like he's hearing something familiar.]
I see. But you said something about...going against the family?
[ Well, that's..a new reaction. Probably the most mild he's ever gotten, actually. ]
Right, that....taking lives for money is just vulgar, you know? Murder should be intimate and passionate, full of love and joy. Makes me not exactly perfect killing machine material.
[ The gaze shifts, an unreadable look in his eyes, although his lips twinge in bitterness. ]
...Which is why this place is pretty disgusting to me. The meaning loses it's weight when you push someone to kill for greed and desperation.
I've never heard murder described that way. [He's talking about it like he's talking about the weather.] So you feel it should be a special experience...?
That's true. Those are all tragic in their own right, since nature doesn't really discriminate. But isn't the fact it's fragile beautiful in it's own way?
[ Soft, and easy-breakable. And yet people persevere all the same, something to be admired. ]
Of course. If they were to kill me instead, it'd be worthwhile. I'd want to feel that love until my very final moment.
Personally, I think the permanence itself means something. We're all running on borrowed time, man...why shouldn't we try and make the end as beautiful as we can?
[ The look on his face is...probably more excited than it should be? Although the edges of his soften, in some indescribable way at the question. ]
I wonder if there's a better way to die? [ Of this, he is certain. Because isn't love the end-all? ] But I had a choice, that's how I'd want to go. Feeling my heart beat fast and then slow down until it stops....aaah, just the thought makes me shiver...!!
The fact it's the end is what makes it so pleasurable, you know? I'm not saying I'd like to jump right into a relationship and go at it off the bat...you need the buildup. The perfect bloodlust doesn't just develop overnight.
No way. Using a game to force someone to kill is vulgar enough, but I'd prefer my feelings to be more organic....not forced in some cheap stage production.
[ Not that you can't still try, because who knows....? ]
I'm not entirely sure everyone here is going to treat murder with the kind of gravitas you clearly want it to be, but I'll keep that in mind if someone turns out to be looking.
[ Yugamu: needs someone who will take mutual murdership Seriously... taking notes. ]
Honestly. The production values of all this are certainly something to be admired, and yet somehow it's all quite tacky as well.
[ The dedication to the 'you're super dead' and 'super religiosity' bits and all. ]
And isn't that just the killer? I think a few more people could stand to see the inherent romance in a good dance to the death.
[ It's cute she's taking notes. He's not expecting much, but hey, not many people take interest in a way that usually isn't just labelling him a 'philandering creepazoid'. ]
I'm inclined to agree. You can throw all the money and special effects at something to make it grand, but it doesn't mean much if it's just an eyesore.
[ Like...he's Out There. But this is a very specific and unappealing kind of Out There. Uncanny valley? ]
Right? Honestly, it's enough to make you feel like you're at some sort of theme park with a rather ostentatious take on its choice of subject matter.
[ Correct her if she's wrong, but isn't there supposed to be some amount of solemnity or gravity involved with this kind of thing? This is all pretty in their faces. And making a grand production out of it...
Oh well. ]
I'll give that they're pretty committed to the rose thing, though. Those at least help to tie things together.
The prospect of a beautiful death is enough, but isn't the best part what comes before...? Everyone's insides are so unique, part of me can't help but wonder what they look like under all the skin and muscle, all those organs twisting and winding around each other in a labyrinth of love....nobody's ever taken me up on my torture offers, so I've just had to get erotic little peeks now and then. There's no more anatomical model in the Bio Lab for me to admire, so all I have are my thoughts now; the suspense could just about kill me-!
Dainsleif really is not about to touch this with a 110 foot pole but let it be known that he just has a headache the size of one of Celestia's nails right now, and nothing is going to amend it whatsoever. ]
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Assassination, actually. [ You know, said as casually as if he was into computer science or something. ] Contracts are pretty much the whole business.
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I see. But you said something about...going against the family?
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Right, that....taking lives for money is just vulgar, you know? Murder should be intimate and passionate, full of love and joy. Makes me not exactly perfect killing machine material.
[ The gaze shifts, an unreadable look in his eyes, although his lips twinge in bitterness. ]
...Which is why this place is pretty disgusting to me. The meaning loses it's weight when you push someone to kill for greed and desperation.
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[That's...sure a take.]
I've never heard murder described that way. [He's talking about it like he's talking about the weather.] So you feel it should be a special experience...?
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[ Is this the type of thing they should be discussing after all that? God only knows, and he is closing his ears. ]
The only thing better is a mutual bloodlust...wanting to kill each other in a fervent moment of passion is the height of love.
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[Hundreds can die in a single moment, and that's it.]
So it's not about people, but...you, too, want to die in a special way.
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[ Soft, and easy-breakable. And yet people persevere all the same, something to be admired. ]
Of course. If they were to kill me instead, it'd be worthwhile. I'd want to feel that love until my very final moment.
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[The universe will end, too.]
Love...but you would die for it?
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[ The look on his face is...probably more excited than it should be? Although the edges of his soften, in some indescribable way at the question. ]
I wonder if there's a better way to die? [ Of this, he is certain. Because isn't love the end-all? ] But I had a choice, that's how I'd want to go. Feeling my heart beat fast and then slow down until it stops....aaah, just the thought makes me shiver...!!
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[He must be something like a hedonist, he thinks. Something about chasing pleasure through death.]
Wouldn't you want to enjoy that pleasure and then not die...? People are so confusing....
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The fact it's the end is what makes it so pleasurable, you know? I'm not saying I'd like to jump right into a relationship and go at it off the bat...you need the buildup. The perfect bloodlust doesn't just develop overnight.
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[why can't you just have *** like most people!!!]
Is it not exciting enough?
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[ Like, why are you enabling him. ]
Do you really want to know what excites me...? I don't mind, but doing it in front of everyone might be embarrassing...
[ He says, absolutely looking poised to do it- ]
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[ Is this murdergame going to be solved by matchmaking Yugamu with his meant-to-be. ]
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[ Not that you can't still try, because who knows....? ]
Murder deserves a little more respect, please.
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[ Yugamu: needs someone who will take mutual murdership Seriously... taking notes. ]
Honestly. The production values of all this are certainly something to be admired, and yet somehow it's all quite tacky as well.
[ The dedication to the 'you're super dead' and 'super religiosity' bits and all. ]
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[ It's cute she's taking notes. He's not expecting much, but hey, not many people take interest in a way that usually isn't just labelling him a 'philandering creepazoid'. ]
I'm inclined to agree. You can throw all the money and special effects at something to make it grand, but it doesn't mean much if it's just an eyesore.
[ Like...he's Out There. But this is a very specific and unappealing kind of Out There. Uncanny valley? ]
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[ Correct her if she's wrong, but isn't there supposed to be some amount of solemnity or gravity involved with this kind of thing? This is all pretty in their faces. And making a grand production out of it...
Oh well. ]
I'll give that they're pretty committed to the rose thing, though. Those at least help to tie things together.
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Can you say it instead of doing it.
CW GORE I GUESS???
[ Yeah. Yeah, he is. ]
The prospect of a beautiful death is enough, but isn't the best part what comes before...? Everyone's insides are so unique, part of me can't help but wonder what they look like under all the skin and muscle, all those organs twisting and winding around each other in a labyrinth of love....nobody's ever taken me up on my torture offers, so I've just had to get erotic little peeks now and then. There's no more anatomical model in the Bio Lab for me to admire, so all I have are my thoughts now; the suspense could just about kill me-!
[ STOP HIM STOP HIM STOP HIM ]
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Okay.
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Oh, so you're one of those sorts. [ Said like there's a very different word that belongs there, ] Well, you know what you like. Good for you. ♡
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Dainsleif really is not about to touch this with a 110 foot pole but let it be known that he just has a headache the size of one of Celestia's nails right now, and nothing is going to amend it whatsoever. ]
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